NOOOO!

I'm sick! :( coughing, stuffy nose, cold sweats, everything.. Please oh please don't let it be the h1n1 virus! Please just be the common cold I get 6x a year.. On that note, I'm so upset that I can't go to the Mariana's Trench concert like wtf mom and dad. I love them well.. The lead singer that is. It's okay I get my money back anyways since a friend is gonna buy my ticket off of me :) Yay, not such a bad day after all anyways. I'm gonna head back to bed hoping this cold will go away. Goodmorning :)

Awe cuuute!

I should get one of mcfrancis, that way I'll never be alone. :)

Woohoo! 2 more days!

So miss cammygiirl is hosting a halloween party! I'm not sure if im ready to host a party again, since it's been forever. And people have puked on my carpet and cried on my lap, and became emotional because they couldn't get the girl. Anyways, I'm just excited. I hope I don't get stressed out over this..

Hello, good-bye.

No special entry today, except for..

There's a fucking huge fly still alive,
flying around in my fucking room. WTF!

>_<"

I know it's late..

But, Happy 1 more month till 3 years, Honey!

There's nothing left to say except for that, you know I love you & nothing will ever change that.
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"I'm cute, you're not. I don't know how this worked out.." ♥

Different crowd, same love ♥

So after work today, the boyfriend asked if I wanted to hang out with his friends for once. I'm so glad I went, because not only did I start getting closer to his friends. I felt closer to him. His friends are just as as awesome as mine, and I just realized just how ignoramus I was. Well, NOT ANYMORE! I would definitely do it again, and maybe I'll be even closer with them in the future, maybe not. But either way I enjoyed my night. P.S I re-watched the U.S version of paranormal activity, with an alternate ending.. It's not as good as the Canadian one, ob carse! :)
Goodnight, till next time :)

God blessed me, with very painful period cramps.

I'm not angry, no I could never be angry. But the fact that the pain is over the edge, to the point where I want to kill myself is not such a good thing. Anyways, today I was supposed to have a shift from 12-830pm but instead it ended at 4. Why? Because of my stupid cramps thats why! :( It's sad, yet painful. It's painful, yet... I HATE BEING A GIRL! I like to provide people (boys/men/guys) that cramps are not something you should joke around with us girls. Imagine, having a bowling ball thrown at your penis PLUS a hungry zombie eating your stomach. Yes, that's what it feels like and I'm not exaggerating. So before you say "oh that's nothing." beware that in the next 5 seconds a fist will be flying at your face. >:)

Blame it on the alcohol?

Amazing night with the ladies,
I honestly don't know what I would do without you.
Vicki Lam, Kelcy Tolentino, Mariejo Ison.



I LOVE YOU GUYS♥.

My old/new obsession.

Rewatching fushigi yugi, makes me love it all over again.

:)

If I had a dick, I'd make you suck it.

LOL.

Sign off,

My last thought since it's already morning, is that :

I LOVE THE BITCH!♥

aka kelcy ann t.

asdskjdfhsdhfsdf?!

cammygiirl says : bitch.

Tehehehe, I found Kelcy!

I should really be sleeping right now, but who cares!
Buahahaha..... It's okay, you can say I'm retarded :(

Blog before picking up the boyfriend :)

What's in MY purse?
Showing all my readers out there,
what useless necessities I carry in my purse..

Car keys, house key, lock keys, keychains and camera of course.

Pink coach wallet

Cosmetic bag, blush brush, mirror, lipgloss, eyeliner, ponytail and bobby pins.


Brush, baby oil (remove makeup), hairspray,
escada perfume, kleenex and Nintendo DS! :)



...Whats in YOUR purse?

Simplicity in all its glory.

Wow, she actually went through with it. I am so happy that she's finally realized that her happiness should always come first.

:)

To her.

forget the risk and take the fall..
if it's what you want, then it's worth it all.

It's scary how you still haunt my dreams.

There are days that I wish are normal. But once I see you in these dreams of mine, my day just isn't so normal anymore. I can still see you yelling at me for no reason, I can still see myself getting hurt.. Hurting myself. Why can't I just forget about you? You're no longer a part of my life so why are you still in my brain? I want to forget you, but I just cant. Maybe you were meant to be in my life.. But I know one thing is for sure, you and I were never meant to be together..

I want to go back, its too cold here.

Singapore & Philippines

Happy Diwali!

So today I spent the evening celebrating Diwali which is like a festival, or a Christmas for the Punjabi people. There was food, fireworks and a bunch of people just celebrating this wonderful day with family and friends, and I have to say.. I'm honored to have been a part of it.

P.s I'm not racist, I love the Punjabi's, just not the ones who are cheap and make a mess in my store! I especially don't hate the ones I'll be neighbours with in about a year and a half :)

Guess what came to my doorstep at 11:34am?!

The mail lady, with my new phone!
LG KF350, you are officially my new love. :)

Signs of an abusive relationship.

Does your partner:

• humiliate or yell at you?
• criticize you and put you down?
• treat you so badly that you’re embarrassed for your friends or family to see?
• ignore or put down your opinions or accomplishments?
• blame you for his own abusive behavior?
• see you as property or a sex object, rather than as a person?
• promise change in order for you to stay with him/her?
• have no respect towards you, your family, and your home?
  

Does your partner:

• act excessively jealous and possessive?
• control where you go or what you do?
• keep you from seeing your friends or family?
• limit your access to money, the phone, or the car?
• constantly check up on you?
  
• force you to have sex?

It's so painful to see, that one of the people I care about the most is in this situation.
But what can I do? Nothing, but watch. She needs to learn when to say goodbye, before it's too late..

Love, love of mine.

No one can treat me better than you can.

" This is no ordinary love, and I can never have enough.
Of all the things you've given to me. My heart, my soul, my everything..
Every night I thank you lord, for giving me the strength to love him more.."

Quoted by Song : Yes I will - Backstreet Boys

Sober Drink.

The pinkest passion tea lemonade I ever had.
"Good times are spent with good friends .."
I love you Kelcy :)

Is she seriously going out with him?

No, I'm not talking about the show here. It's actually about a real person. A person..No actually, he deserves to be called the "immature" piece of shit. I don't understand why one of my closest friends decided to date that. It disgusts me. Not only is this piece of shit immature, the words that come out of his mouth is also shit! So basically this boy is just plain shit. The kind of shit that sticks to your shoes, dries up and no matter where you go it still smells horrible. That's what he is, a horrible person. If there's one thing I don't understand is that.. Why is my friend so blind sighted? I'll tell you. Cause he was the only choice out there, she didn't even go out and date other people.. She decided to go for an easy target.. Which was the piece of shit. It's sad, to see her unhappy. It's sad that she's being constantly lied to everyday. It's painful to see her with HIM, when she deserves so much better. You see, my friend has expectations. High ones at that, she wants someone who has a future. But the piece of shit she's dating? Ohhhh..... Don't even get me started, he failed Applied Math 20! What an awesome future I see. Basically the concept of this whole rant that I'm putting out there is that.. BREAK UP WITH HIM, he's worth nothing! I hope you listen to me when I say follow your heart, he took your happiness away.. Don't let him take away who you are.. Cause now that I see it, you're already gone.

Wow, I was one poetic kid.

As I was looking through old notebooks of what I written when I was younger, one in particular poem caught my eye :

Point your lashes down and you can picture my face-
I'm smiling..
Open your mouth, speak with your heart
and you can see my soul-
I'm waiting..
Place your arms around my waist
and you can embrace my uncertainty-
I'm shaking..
Press your lips against mine
and try to catch me-
I'm falling..

Wow, I amuse myself with my hidden talent lol :)
Till next time bloggers!

october 31st 2009 !

"Take me with you, I start to miss you."
Halloween day in Calgary, Alberta
Mariana's Trench

Numero Uno!

Hey bloggers,
So this is my official first blog, wow . I highly doubt anyone would actually read this soo here goes my first official complaint about my so called life. So I currently work at a mall in a store called MEXX.. And of course since its thanksgiving, it happened to be busy.. What totally threw me off-guard was when a bunch of **** people showed up (you can figure out the missing letters yourself (; ) i'd like to call them a cheap "brown" tornado *hint hint*. Note to all the bloggers out there: cheap "brown" tornados literally are the worst kind of tornados. Hurricane Katrina aren't even as bad as the cheap "brown" tornados. Anyways as the cheap " brown" tornado comes in , a cheap "brown" female approaches me with a sales item.. " Excuse me.. is this 50% off already taken off or is an ADDITIONAL 50% off" ( the sales item was $3.99 ) . I kindly explained to the cheap "brown" female , that it already has been taken off and the price was set. And suddenly, she stares for a good 5 seconds, drops the clothing ON THE FLOOR , and books on out of my store. Of course my reaction was like "wtf, cheap "brown" female... YOUR CHEAP... AND BROWN! " when really I wanted to shove a huge ball of curry powder down her throat while saying " WTF! CHEAP "BROWN" FEMALE... YOUR CHEAP... AND BROWN!" haha. Oh wouldn't that just make my day.. Too bad im too much of a coward to do so.. Anyways till next time bloggers :)