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Quote.

" Can you love me when I least deserve it?
Cause that's when I really need it .. "

I'm feeling a bit vulnerable right now, look what you've done.

It's a classic: Moulin Rouge (Must see!)

"and this is why I believe in love, above all things.."

Take 2 / I did it.

YEEEEEEAAAHHHH!.. That's all I got to say :D

:(

" Can't spell failure without U.."
No matter how hard I try, no matter how hard I work..
It'll never be enough to impress you, let alone give you a sense of pride.
Everything I do is just never enough.
It's cause of these emotions, I'm willing to let myself go.
I just don't care anymore..

Bye bye love..

Like they say "Nothing lasts forever.." Not even a month, and I already lost interest in you..
Oh dear, how I moved on so quickly..
You're with someone better now, she will love you better than I did.
Anyways, adios my Ice Cream.. I'll never forget thee.

< 3333 !

HAPPY 3 YEARS MY LOVE!
I can't believe it, it's unreal to me to have you here still. Through all the bullshit,
regardless of anything, I know you'll always be with me.
I LOVE YOU!! ♥

Haha, me funny.

So I just realized it's currently 11:31pm right now, and I got off work at 9:30pm. And I'm still wearing my jacket and work clothes, WOO! I'm still drunk x)

Cutest thing, ever.

Him : Hey I'll call you back, I need to call someone.
Me : WHO!?
Him : Hold on, I'll call you back I promise. It's someone important.
Me : (Thinking its someone at work) Oh okay okay. Bye.
Him : Haha, okay bye. I love you.
Me : I love you toooo.
*Hangs up*
*Calls back a second later*
Him : HELLOOOOO! YOUR THE MOST IMPORTANT!
Me : Awww. You're so gay.. (Secretly falling in love all over again)

Made my day, even though I'm currently dating TOM right now.. LOL
.."It's the simple things you do, that make me fall head over heels.."

Work work :)

Before and after. hehe.


Why, hello Jarvis :)


Naleen and I.

FRICKK!

The only day I can book off work, I can't go to the frick'n party! FML.

Highlights of the weekend :)

Friday November 20th, 2009.
- Pondy's eyebrow pictures, Mike's Ajo booger, Sleepover.
- Conversations with Kalvin trying to scare Kels & I.
"You know who's easy to scare? Ajo." "Yeah, just tell her that Shayne's gonna leave her." "HAHAHAH" :)
- Club Vinyl; sexy time ;)
- Farting on kels :D
- Bacardi shots, WOO!
- Mommy going in the wrong lane, WOO!

Saturday November 21st, 2009.
- AMSTERDAM RHINO ; best music!
- __ # of pornstars hehe.
- Massive 7ft. black guy wanting to dance with Naleen, six-some..
- Carl complaining of Canadian ladies, being too classy. HAHA, oh gosh.
- Getting home at 3am. (YAY ME!)
- DUI. Oh yes.
- Switching drivers, in downtown Calgary @ a red stoplight.
- "HEY ,THATS NOT RIGHT. DON'T YOU GO DOING THAT! MY TITTIES HURT."


Oh my, not that I'm complaining. But my weekend was the SHIT!

Mehh..

It is currently 11:40am, time to sleep from a short/long night of FANTASTIC!

NTS: Drinking consistent shots, may be hazardous.

Random facts about yours truly :)

1. I eat burgers upside down
2. I have never watched 'The Matrix'
3. I love babies.. Hehe.
4. I do not like clubbing, well maybe I do. I just haven't found the right club or the right drink ;)
5. PINK! All I gotta say.
6. My new favorite movie of all time : TRANSFORMERS yeye!
7. I'm currently making an acapella of "Fall for you - Secondhand Serenade"
●VIDEO COMING SOON! ♥
8. Is my favorite number
9. I la-la-looove music :)Impossible to live without.
10. As of Tuesday November 24th/09, I will have dated my boyfriend for THREE YEARS!
● It's overwhelming, he's by far my longest. But hey, as long as I got you, I'm happy :) ILYH.

Hehe,

I love my random rants in the morning ♥
& YES! Two days off of work, that's what I'm talking about! :)

You should be damn grateful!

Unlike some people I know, you should be grateful you even have a dad who's trying okay? You should consider the fact that he actually takes time to text you back once in a while. You should be grateful, that even though he has another family he's still thinking about you. You should be grateful that even though he's happy now there's still a part of him that misses you. Don't be damn ignorant, cause you are lucky to even have a dad who supports you. Don't even say he's a bad father, cause he's definitely not that. A bad father would be a person who fucks another woman gets her pregnant, leaves without a trace and doesn't want anything to do with the child. So don't even say, think or tell anyone our father is a bad father okay? I have friends who don't even have a father so don't even fucking complain that your dad is never there for you, cause that's just plain bullshit. What you got to say now? Maybe you should meet my friends who don't have a father..Oh wait, you already have. On behalf of them, I'd like to say to you- Be grateful you selfish bitch!

Ugh..

Jamais encore..

Trust no one.

I thought I could trust you, but instead you became the snitch.. I regret choosing you as one of my 18.

When all else fails...

"Trust in the Lord to guide you, carry you, through the hard times.. The bad times. Let him give you the strength to move forward, to help you forgive the ones who hurt you and to love the ones you call your enemies. If it's pain that you may feel, the Lord will cast it away. If temptation has risen to make you feel anger, he will help you resist and support you so that your heart is not heavily burdened. The Lord is my Shepard, and having him as my Shepard I can endure all things.. "

- Camille Pasadilla

Just to let everyone know..

What I put in my blog is not confidential, in fact these are real words from my thoughts, my true feelings about reality and life. So just cause I'm bitchin' doesn't mean I'm not a nice person, the words I put on here is just how I feel. So you can hate me, it's fine.
But please, be sincere about it.

NTS: Secret Santa List.

1. Leather Jacket:
- Sz.Medium
- Faux or real
- Color : caramel brown or black

2. Boots from LA express
- Sz.7
- Black
- Chin length

3. Sunridge Gift Card :)
- $50+

4. Ipod Nano 3rd Gen Case.
- Color : Clear, Black or White
- Preferably plastic.

5. Computer Speakers
- Logitech
-Pink


Yeah thats about it,
whoever gets me THANKS! :)

Breakfast :)

I'll fight for you till the very end,

http://www.child.alberta.ca/adoptionprofiles/videos/20091111_Samara.wmv

Constant Happy Birthdays.

So yesterday was my lola's (grandmother) birthday, she turned 75. It wasn't the best day to celebrate since she has Alzheimer's disease. When we asked her how old she was she said she was 60, which is actually 15 years behind. Also we sang happy birthday to her every 5 minutes, and every time she would be saying "who's birthday is it?" So yeah it was pretty upsetting. Not only does her memory not work anymore, she constantly lies to us and tries stealing my clothes, jewelry, money etc. What's even more sad is that we asked her who her siblings were, and she couldn't even remember. Its weird how the brain works, how could you forget the people you grew up with? The people who took care of you? It questions me. There was more chaos, around 10pm also, my lola claimed that our house was actually her house and tried kicking out my mom. My mom fought back, and there was just a bunch of yelling that I couldn't get back to sleep. So there's my pathetic story about my lola, and actually I want to find a cure.. And fast.

Hello bestfriend :)

MARK ♥

Hehe, I never knew I could fall in love so fast! ♥
My little Mark Bautista :)
& Yes, I have an obssesion with babies..
DON'T JUDGE ME!

My baby girl..

It hurts me to see that you're up for adoption, when really..
Your real family is us.

I will always love you, this is just a battle.. We couldn't win.

HAHA, oh my.

While text messaging the boyfriend :

Me: Hey where are you?
Him: Home, going to my bro a ride
Me: I thought you said you'd be here at 4:30?
Him: He has taking shower tho
Me: Your english no make sense, lol

Haha, awee I love you.

You're better off.

You're better off trusting no one, not even yourself. That way no one will ever hurt you, and no one can ever break you.

Not everyone.

You see that girl, yeah her.
She seems so invincible right?
But just touch her and she'll flinch.
She has secrets and she trusts no one.
She's the perfect example of betrayal cause

everyone she trusted, broke her.